yeah, i guess i should starting blogging again.

Recently my body is not very good, headache, stomach pains, ear pains. The headache is killing me, i cant even fall asleep. And the office is hot like summer while everybody is wearing sweater. OMG it is just, what a winter.
I am thinking about quiting the job, the idea is becoming stronger every day.

But what shall i do in the next job? I just feel that i am such a useless girl. I cant do any thing good. Who in hell would hire me?

I should go and kill myself. hahahaha

Yeah, death is just happening in a second and then, wholalla, no worries, no pain.

Physical pain wont hurt me anymore. Sometimes it is even a good way to distract me. It sounds like that i am such a bitter girl ha?

Yes i am. I AM DESPRATED NOW!!!!

No more pretending that i am good i am ok , i am just desprated now. OMG come to save me someone!!!!


Tired and lost...


I HATE MY JOB NOW!!!
Damn the company! Hate them!